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On The Death Of Anne Brontė

There's little joy in life for me,
And little terror in the grave;
I've lived the parting hour to see
Of one I would have died to save.

Calmly to watch the failing breath,
Wishing each sigh might be the last;
Longing to see the shade of death
o'er those beloved features cast.

The cloud, the stillness that must part
The darling of my life from me;
And then to thank God from my heart,
To thank Him well and fervently;

Although I knew that we had lost
The hope and glory of our life;
And now, benighted, tempest-tossed,
Must bear alone the weary strife.
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    The Beggar Maid

    As shines the moon in clouded skies,
    She in her poor attire was seen;
    One praised her ankles, one her eyes,
    One her dark hair and lovesome mien.
    So sweet a face, such angel grace,
    In all that land had never been.
    Cophetua sware a royal oath:
    "This beggar maid shall be my queen!"
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      The Prisoner. A Fragment

      In the dungeon crypts idly did I stray,
      Reckless of the lives wasting there away;
      "Draw the ponderous bars; open, Warder stern!"
      He dare not say me nay–the hinges harshly turn.
      "Our guests are darkly lodged," I whispered, gazing through
      The vault whose grated eye showed heaven more grey than blue.
      (This was when glad spring laughed in awaking pride.)
      "Aye, darkly lodged enough!" Returned my sullen guide.

      Then, God forgive my youth, forgive my careless tongue!
      I scoffed, as the chill chains on the damp flagstones rung;
      "Confined in triple walls, art thou so much to fear,
      That we must bind thee down and clench thy fetters here?"

      The captive raised her face; it was as soft and mild
      As sculptured marble saint or slumbering, unweaned child;
      It was so soft and mild, it was so sweet and fair,
      Pain could not trace a line nor grief a shadow there!

      The captive raised her hand and pressed it to her brow:
      "I have been struck," she said, "and I am suffering now;
      Yet these are little worth, your bolts and irons strong;
      And were they forged in steel they could not hold me long."

      Hoarse laughed the jailor grim: "Shall I be won to hear;
      Dost think, fond dreaming wretch, that I shall grant thy prayer?
      Or, better still, wilt melt my master's heart with groans?
      Ah, sooner might the sun thaw down these granite stones!

      " My master's voice is low, his aspect bland and kind,
      But hard as hardest flint the soul that lurks behind;
      And I am rough and rude, yet not more rough to see
      Than is the hidden ghost which has its home in me!

      About her lips there played a smile of almost scorn:
      "My friend," she gently said, "you have not heard me mourn;
      When you my parents'lives-my lost life, can restore,
      Then may I weep and sue-but never, Friend, before!"

      "Yet, tell them, Julian, all, I am not doomed to wear
      Year after year in gloom and desolate despair;
      a messenger of Hope comes every night to me,
      And offers, for short life, eternal liberty.

      He comes with western winds, with evening's wandering airs,
      With that clear dusk of heaven that brings the thickest stars;
      Winds take a pensive tone, and stars a tender fire, And visions rise and change which kill me with desire–

      " Desire for nothing known in my maturer years
      When joy grew mad with awe at counting future tears;
      When, if my spirit's sky was full of flashes warm,
      I knew not whence they came, from sun or thunderstorm;

      "But first a hush of peace, a soundless calm descends;
      The struggle of distress and fierce impatience ends;
      Mute music soothes my breast-unuttered harmony
      That I could never dream till earth was lost to me.

      " Then dawns the Invisible, the Unseen its truth reveals;
      My outward sense is gone, my inward essence feels
      Its wings are almost free, its home, its harbour found;
      Measuring the gulf it stoops and dares the final bound!

      "Oh, dreadful is the check-intense the agony
      When the ear begins to hear and the eye begins to see;
      When the pulse begins to throb, the brain to think again,
      The soul to feel the flesh and the flesh to feel the chain!

      " Yet I would lose no sting, would wish no torture less; go
      The more that anguish racks the earlier it will bless;
      And robed in fires of Hell, or bright with heavenly shine,
      If it but herald Death, the vision is divine. "

      She ceased to speak, and we, unanswering turned to go–
      We had no further power to work the captive woe;
      Her cheek, he gleaming eye, declared that man had given
      a sentence unapproved, and overruled by Heaven.
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        No Second Troy

        Why should I blame her that she filled my days
        With misery, or that she would of late
        Have taught to ignorant men most violent ways,
        Or hurled the little streets upon the great,
        Had they but courage equal to desire?
        What could have made her peaceful with a mind
        That nobleness made simple as a fire,
        With beauty like a tightened bow, a kind
        That is not natural in an age like this,
        Being high and solitary and most stern?
        Why, what could she have done, being what she is?
        Was there another Troy for her to burn?
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          Back To The Machine Gun

          I awaken about noon and go out to get the mail
          in my old torn bathrobe.
          I'm hung over
          hair down in my eyes
          barefoot
          gingerly walking on the small sharp rocks
          in my path
          still afraid of pain behind my four-day beard.

          The young housewife next door shakes a rug
          out of her window and sees me:
          "hello, Hank!"

          God damn! It's almost like being shot in the ass
          with a .22

          "Hello," I say
          gathering up my Visa card bill, my Pennysaver coupons,
          a Dept. of Water and Power past-due notice,
          a letter from the mortgage people
          plus a demand from the Weed Abatement Department
          giving me 30 days to clean up my act.

          I mince back again over the small sharp rocks
          thinking, maybe I'd better write something tonight,
          they all seem
          to be closing in.

          There's only one way to handle those motherfuckers.

          The night harness races will have to wait.
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            The Cry Of The Children

            Do ye hear the children weeping, o my brothers,
            Ere the sorrow comes with years?
            They are leaning their young heads against their mothers---
            And that cannot stop their tears.
            The young lambs are bleating in the meadows;
            The young birds are chirping in the nest;
            The young fawns are playing with the shadows;
            The young flowers are blowing toward the west---
            But the young, young children, o my brothers,
            They are weeping bitterly! ---
            They are weeping in the playtime of the others
            In the country of the free.

            Do you question the young children in the sorrow,
            Why their tears are falling so? ---
            The old man may weep for his to-morrow
            Which is lost in Long Ago---
            The old tree is leafless in the forest---
            The old year is ending in the frost---
            The old wound, if stricken, is the sorest---
            The old hope is hardest to be lost:
            But the young, young children, o my brothers,
            Do you ask them why they stand
            Weeping sore before the bosoms of their mothers,
            In our happy Fatherland?

            They look up with their pale and sunken faces,
            And their looks are sad to see,
            For the man's grief abhorrent, draws and presses
            Down the cheeks of infancy---
            "Your old earth," they say, "is very dreary;"
            "Our young feet," they say, "are very weak!
            Few paces have we taken, yet are wearyń
            Our grave-rest is very far to seek.
            Ask the old why they weep, and not the children,
            For the outside earth is cold, ---
            And we young ones stand without, in our bewildering,
            And the graves are for the old.

            " True, "say the young children," it may happen
            That we die before our time.
            Little Alice died last year---the grave is shapen
            Like a snowball, in the rime.
            We looked into the pit prepared to take her---
            Was no room for any work in the close clay:
            From the sleep wherein she lieth none will wake her
            Crying, "Get up, little Alice! It is day."
            If you listen by that grave, in sun and shower,
            With your ear down, little Alice never cries! ---
            Could we see her face, be sure we should not know her,
            For the smile has time for growing in her eyes---
            And merry go her moments, lulled and stilled in
            The shroud, by the kirk-chime!
            It is good when it happens, "say the children,
            " That we die before our time. "

            Alas, alas, the children! They are seeking
            Death in life, as best to have!
            They are binding up their hearts away from breaking,
            With a cerement from the grave.
            Go out, children, from the mine and from the city---
            Sing out, children, as the little thrushes do---
            Pluck your handfuls of the meadow-cowslips pretty---
            Laugh aloud, to feel your fingers let them through!
            But they answer," Are your cowslips of the meadows
            Like our weeds anear the mine?
            Leave us quiet in the dark of the coal-shadows,
            From your pleasures fair and fine!

            "For oh," say the children, "we are weary,
            And we cannot run or leap---
            If we cared for any meadows, it were merely
            To drop down in them and sleep.
            Our knees tremble sorely in the stooping---
            We fall upon our faces, trying to go;
            And, underneath our heavy eyelids drooping,
            The reddest flower would look as pale as snow.
            For, all day, we drag our burden tiring,
            Through the coal-dark, underground---
            Or, all day, we drive the wheels of iron
            In the factories, round and round.

            " For, all day, the wheels are droning, turning, ---
            Their wind comes in our faces, ---
            Till our hearts turn, ---our head, with pulses burning,
            And the walls turn in their places---
            Turns the sky in the high window blank and reeling---
            Turns the long light that droppeth down the wall---
            Turn the black flies that crawl along the ceiling---
            All are turning, all the day, and we with all. ---
            And, all day, the iron wheels are droning;
            And sometimes we could pray,
            'o ye wheels, ' (breaking out in a mad moaning)
            "Stop! Be silent for to-day!" "

            Ay! Be silent! Let them hear each other breathing
            For a moment, mouth to mouth---
            Let them touch each other's hands, in a fresh wreathing
            Of their tender human youth!
            Let them feel that this cold metallic motion
            Is not all the life God fashions or reveals---
            Let them prove their inward souls against the notion
            That they live in you, os under you, o wheels! ---
            Still, all day, the iron wheels go onward,
            Grinding life down from its mark;
            And the children's souls, which God is calling sunward,
            Spin on blindly in the dark.

            Now, tell the poor young children, o my brothers,
            To look up to Him and pray---
            So the blessed One, who blesseth all the others,
            Will bless them another day.
            They answer," Who is God that He should hear us,
            White the rushing of the iron wheels is stirred?
            When we sob aloud, the human creatures near us
            Pass by, hearing not, or answer not a word!
            And we hear not (for the wheels in their resounding)
            Strangers speaking at the door:
            Is it likely God, with angels singing round Him,
            Hears our weeping any more?

            "Two words, indeed, of praying we remember,
            And at midnight's hour of harm, ---
            'Our Father, ' looking upward in the chamber,
            We say softly for a charm.
            We know no other words except 'Our Father, '
            And we think that, in some pause of angels'song,
            God may pluck them with the silence sweet to gather,
            And hold both within His right hand which is strong.
            " Our Father! "If He heard us, He would surely
            (For they call Him good and mild)
            Answer, smiling down the steep world very purely,
            " Come and rest with me, my child. "

            " But no! "Say the children, weeping faster,
            " He is speechless as a stone;
            And they tell us, of His image is the master
            Who commands us to work on.
            Go to! "Say the children, ---" Up in Heaven,
            Dark, wheel-like, turning clouds are all we find.
            Do not mock us; grief has made us unbelieving---
            We look up for God, but tears have made us blind. "
            Do you hear the children weeping and disproving,
            o my brothers, what ye preach?
            For God's possible is taught by His world's loving---
            And the children doubt of each.

            And well may the children weep before you;
            They are weary ere they run;
            They have never seen the sunshine, nor the glory
            Which is brighter than the sun:
            They know the grief of man, but not the wisdom;
            They sink in man's despair, without its calm---
            Are slaves, without the liberty in Christdom, ---
            Are martyrs, by the pang without the palm, ---
            Are worn, as if with age, yet unretrievingly
            No dear remembrance keep, ---
            Are orphans of the earthly love and heavenly:
            Let them weep! Let them weep!

            They look up, with their pale and sunken faces,
            And their look is dread to see,
            For they mind you of their angels in their places,
            With eyes meant for Deity; ---
            " How long, "they say," how long, o cruel nation,
            Will you stand, to move the world, on a child's heart,
            Stifle down with a mailed heel its palpitation,
            And tread onward to your throne amid the mart?
            Our blood splashes upward, o our tyrants,
            And your purple shows yo}r path;
            But the child's sob curseth deeper in the silence
            Than the strong man in his wrath! "
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