Author's Poems


in Poems (Author's Poems)

Hope

Faith may break on reason,
Faith may prove a treason
to that highest gift
that is granted by Thy grace;
but hope! Ah, let us cherish
some spark that may not perish,
some tiny spark to cheer us,
as we wander through the waste!

A little lamp beside us,
a little lamp to guide us,
where the path is rocky;
where the road is steep;
that when the light falls dimmer,
still some God-sent glimmer
may hold us steadfast ever,
to the track that we should keep.

Hope for the trending of it,
hope for the ending of it,
hope for all around us,
that it ripens in the sun.
Hope for what is waning,
hope for what is gaining,
hope for what is waiting
when the long day is done.

Hope that He, the nameless
may still be best and blameless,
nor ever end His highest
with the earthworm and the slime.
Hope that o'er the border
there lies a land of order,
with higher law to reconcile
the lower laws of time.

Hope that every vexed life
finds within the next life
something that may recompense
something that may cheer.
And that perchance the lowest one
is truly but the slowest one,
quickened by the sorrow
which is waiting for him here.
Rate this poem: Send
    in Poems (Author's Poems)

    Merlin And The Gleam

    Once at the croak of a Raven who crost it,
    a barbarous people,
    Blind to the magic,
    And deaf to the melody,
    Snarl'd at and cursed me.
    A demon vext me,
    The light retreated,
    The landskip darken'd,
    The melody deaden'd,
    The Master whisper'd
    "Follow The Gleam."
    Rate this poem: Send
      in Poems (Author's Poems)

      The Cap And Bells

      The jester walked in the garden:
      The garden had fallen still;
      He bade his soul rise upward
      And stand on her window-sill.
      It rose in a straight blue garment,
      When owls began to call:
      It had grown wise-tongued by thinking
      Of a quiet and light footfall;
      But the young queen would not listen;
      She rose in her pale night-gown;
      She drew in the heavy casement
      And pushed the latches down.
      He bade his heart go to her,
      When the owls called out no more;
      In a red and quivering garment
      It sang to her through the door.
      It had grown sweet-tongued by dreaming
      Of a flutter of flower-like hair;
      But she took up her fan from the table
      And waved it off on the air.
      'I have cap and bells, ' he pondered,
      "I will send them to her and die";
      And when the morning whitened
      He left them where she went by.
      She laid them upon her bosom,
      Under a cloud of her hair,
      And her red lips sang them a love-song
      Till stars grew out of the air.
      She opened her door and her window,
      And the heart and the soul came through,
      To her right hand came the red one,
      To her left hand came the blue.
      They set up a noise like crickets,
      a chattering wise and sweet,
      And her hair was a folded flower
      And the quiet of love in her feet.
      Rate this poem: Send
        in Poems (Author's Poems)

        The Apparitions

        I have found nothing half so good
        As my long-planned half solitude,
        Where I can sit up half the night
        With some friend that has the wit
        Not to allow his looks to tell
        When I am unintelligible.
        Rate this poem: Send
          in Poems (Author's Poems)
          I was still proud of that moment
          back then
          when Jed handed me
          that pint
          and
          I drained
          a third of it
          with all the disciples
          watching.
          Damn, there was no way
          it seemed
          we could ever
          lose
          but we did.

          And it took me
          3 or 4 decades to
          move on just a
          little.
          And Jed,
          if you are still here
          tonight,
          (I forgot to tell you
          then)
          here's a thanks
          for that drink.
          Rate this poem: Send
            in Poems (Author's Poems, Love)

            Come Into The Garden

            Come into the garden, Maud,
            For the black bat, Night, has flown,
            Come into the garden, Maud,
            I am here at the gate alone;
            And the woodbine spices are wafted abroad,
            And the musk of the roses blown.

            For a breeze of morning moves,
            And the planet of Love is on high,
            Beginning to faint in the light that she loves
            On a bed of daffodil sky,
            To faint in the light of the sun she loves,
            To faint in his light, and to die.

            All night have the roses heard
            The flute, violin, bassoon;
            All night has the casement jessamine stirr'd
            To the dancers dancing in tune:
            Till a silence fell with the waking bird,
            And a hush with the setting moon.

            I said to the lily, "There is but one
            With whom she has heart to be gay.
            When will the dancers leave her alone?
            She is weary of dance and play."
            Now half to the setting moon are gone,
            And half to the rising day;
            Low on the sand and loud on the stone
            The last wheel echoes away.

            I said to the rose, "The brief night goes
            In babble and revel and wine.
            O young lordlover, what sighs are those
            For one that will never be thine?
            But mine, but mine," so I sware to the rose,
            "For ever and ever, mine."

            And the soul of the rose went into my blood,
            As the music clash'd in the hall;
            And long by the garden lake I stood,
            For I heard your rivulet fall
            From the lake to the meadow and on to the wood,
            Our wood, that is dearer than all;

            From the meadow your walks have left so sweet
            That whenever a March-wind sighs
            He sets the jewelprint of your feet
            In violets blue as your eyes,
            To the woody hollows in which we meet
            And the valleys of Paradise.

            The slender acacia would not shake
            One long milk-bloom on the tree;
            The white lake-blossom fell into the lake,
            As the pimpernel dozed on the lea;
            But the rose was awake all night for your sake,
            Knowing your promise to me;
            The lilies and roses were all awake,
            They sigh'd for the dawn and thee.

            Queen rose of the rosebud garden of girls,
            Come hither, the dances are done,
            In gloss of satin and glimmer of pearls,
            Queen lily and rose in one;
            Shine out, little head, sunning over with curls,
            To the flowers, and be their sun.

            There has fallen a splendid tear
            From the passion-flower at the gate.
            She is coming, my dove, my dear;
            She is coming, my life, my fate;
            The red rose cries, "She is near, she is near;"
            And the white rose weeps, "She is late;"
            The larkspur listens, "I hear, I hear;"
            And the lily whispers, "I wait."

            She is coming, my own, my sweet;
            Were it ever so airy a tread,
            My heart would hear her and beat,
            Were it earth in an earthy bed;
            My dust would hear her and beat,
            Had I lain for a century dead;
            Would start and tremble under her feet,
            And blossom in purple and red.
            Rate this poem: Send
              in Poems (Author's Poems)

              Regret

              Long ago I wished to leave
              "The house where I was born;"
              Long ago I used to grieve,
              My home seemed so forlorn.
              In other years, its silent rooms
              Were filled with haunting fears;
              Now, their very memory comes
              o'ercharged with tender tears.

              Life and marriage I have known,
              Things once deemed so bright;
              Now, how utterly is flown
              Every ray of light!
              'Mid the unknown sea of life
              I no blest isle have found;
              At last, through all its wild wave's strife,
              My bark is homeward bound.

              Farewell, dark and rolling deep!
              Farewell, foreign shore!
              Open, in unclouded sweep,
              Thou glorious realm before!
              Yet, though I had safely pass'd
              That weary, vexed main,
              One loved voice, through surge and blast,
              Could call me back again.

              Though the soul's bright morning rose
              o'er Paradise for me,
              William! Even from Heaven's repose
              I'd turn, invoked by thee!
              Storm nor surge should e'er arrest
              My soul, exulting then:
              All my heaven was once thy breast,
              Would it were mine again!
              Rate this poem: Send
                in Poems (Author's Poems)
                When he treads brave on all that is,
                Into the world of souls, from this.

                "Since sweet the tears, dropped at the door
                Of tearless Death, and even before:
                Sweet, consecrated evermore.

                " What, dost thou judge it a strange thing
                That poets, crowned for vanquishing,
                Should bear some dust from out the ring?

                "Come on with me, come on with me,
                And learn in coming: let me free
                Thy spirit into verity."

                She ceased: her palfrey's paces sent
                No separate noises as she went;
                'Twas a bee's hum, a little spent.

                And while the poet seemed to tread
                Along the drowsy noise so made,
                The forest heaved up overhead

                Its billowy foliage through the air,
                And the calm stars did far and spare
                o'erswim the masses everywhere

                Save when the overtopping pines
                Did bar their tremulous light with lines
                All fixed and black. Now the moon shines

                a broader glory. You may see
                The trees grow rarer presently;
                The air blows up more fresh and free:

                Until they come from dark to light,
                And from the forest to the sight
                Of the large heaven-heart, bare with night,

                a fiery throb in every star,
                Those burning arteries that are
                The conduits of God's life afar, —

                a wild brown moorland underneath,
                And four pools breaking up the heath
                With white low gleamings, blank as death.

                Beside the first pool, near the wood,
                a dead tree in set horror stood,
                Peeled and disjointed, stark as rood;

                Since thunder-stricken, years ago,
                Fixed in the spectral strain and throe
                Wherewith it struggled from the blow:

                a monumental tree, alone,
                That will not bend in storms, nor groan,
                But break off sudden like a stone.

                Its lifeless shadow lies oblique
                Upon the pool where, javelin-like,
                The star-rays quiver while they strike.

                "Drink," said the lady, very still—
                "Be holy and cold." He did her will
                And drank the starry water chill.

                The next pool they came near unto
                Was bare of trees; there, only grew
                Straight flags, and lilies just a few

                Which sullen on the water sate
                And leant their faces on the flat,
                As weary of the starlight-state.

                "Drink," said the lady, grave and slow—
                "World's use behoveth thee to know."
                He drank the bitter wave below.

                The third pool, girt with thorny bushes
                And flaunting weeds and reeds and rushes
                That winds sang through in mournful gushes,

                Was whitely smeared in many a round
                By a slow slime; the starlight swound
                Over the ghastly light it found.

                "Drink," said the lady, sad and slow—
                "World's love behoveth thee to know."
                He looked to her commanding so;

                Her brow was troubled, but her eye
                Struck clear to his soul. For all reply
                He drank the water suddenly, —

                Then, with a deathly sickness, passed
                Beside the fourth pool and the last,
                Where weights of shadow were downcast

                From yew and alder and rank trails
                Of nightshade clasping the trunk-scales
                And flung across the intervals

                From yew to yew: who dares to stoop
                Where those dank branches overdroop,
                Into his heart the chill strikes up,

                He hears a silent gliding coil,
                The snakes strain hard against the soil,
                His foot slips in their slimy oil,

                And toads seem crawling on his hand,
                And clinging bats but dimly scanned
                Full in his face their wings expand.

                A paleness took the poet's cheek:
                "Must I drink here?" He seemed to seek
                The lady's will with utterance meek:

                "Ay, ay," she said, "it so must be;"
                (And this time she spake cheerfully)
                "Behoves thee know World's cruelty."

                He bowed his forehead till his mouth
                Curved in the wave, and drank unloth
                As if from rivers of the south;

                His lips sobbed through the water rank,
                His heart paused in him while he drank,
                His brain beat heart-like, rose and sank,

                And he swooned backward to a dream
                Wherein he lay 'twixt gloom and gleam,
                With Death and Life at each extreme:

                And spiritual thunders, born of soul
                Not cloud, did leap from mystic pole
                And o'er him roll and counter-roll,

                Crushing their echoes reboant
                With their own wheels. Did Heaven so grant
                His spirit a sign of covenant?

                At last came silence. A slow kiss
                Did crown his forehead after this;
                His eyelids flew back for the bliss—

                The lady stood beside his head,
                Smiling a thought, with hair dispread;
                The moonshine seemed dishevellèd

                In her sleek tresses manifold
                Like Danaë's in the rain of old
                That dripped with melancholy gold:

                But she was holy, pale and high
                As one who saw an ecstasy
                Beyond a foretold agony.

                "Rise up!" Said she with voice where song
                Eddied through speech, "rise up; be strong:
                And learn how right avenges wrong."

                The poet rose up on his feet:
                He stood before an altar set
                For sacrament with vessels meet

                And mystic altar-lights which shine
                As if their flames were crystalline
                Carved flames that would not shrink or pine.

                The altar filled the central place
                Of a great church, and toward its face
                Long aisles did shoot and interlace,

                And from it a continuous mist
                Of incense (round the edges kissed
                By a yellow light of amethyst)

                Wound upward slowly and throbbingly,
                Cloud within cloud, right silverly,
                Cloud above cloud, victoriously, —

                Broke full against the archéd roof
                And thence refracting eddied off
                And floated through the marble woof

                Of many a fine-wrought architrave,
                Then, poising its white masses brave,
                Swept solemnly down aisle and nave

                Where, now in dark and now in light,
                The countless columns, glimmering white,
                Seemed leading out to the Infinite:

                Plunged halfway up the shaft, they showed
                In that pale shifting incense-cloud
                Which flowed them by and overflowed

                Till mist and marble seemed to blend
                And the whole temple, at the end,
                With its own incense to distend, —

                The arches like a giant's bow
                To bend and slacken, —and below,
                The nichéd saints to come and go:

                Alone amid the shifting scene
                That central altar stood serene
                In its clear steadfast taper-sheen.

                Then first, the poet was aware
                Of a chief angel standing there
                Before that altar, in the glare.

                His eyes were dreadful, for you saw
                That they saw God; his lips and jaw
                Grand-made and strong, as Sinai's law

                They could enunciate and refrain
                From vibratory after-pain,
                And his brow's height was sovereign:

                On the vast background of his wings
                Rises his image, and he flings
                From each plumed arc pale glitterings

                And fiery flakes (as beateth, more
                Or less, the angel-heart) before
                And round him upon roof and floor,

                Edging with fire the shifting fumes,
                While at his side 'twixt lights and glooms
                The phantasm of an organ booms.

                Extending from which instrument
                And angel, right and left-way bent,
                The poet's sight grew sentient

                Of a strange company around
                And toward the altar, pale and bound
                With bay above the eyes profound.

                Deathful their faces were, and yet
                The power of life was in them set—
                Never forgot nor to forget:

                Sublime significance of mouth,
                Dilated nostril full of youth,
                And forehead royal with the truth.

                These faces were not multiplied
                Beyond your count, but side by side
                Did front the altar, glorified,

                Still as a vision, yet exprest
                Full as an action—look and geste
                Of buried saint in risen rest.

                The poet knew them. Faint and dim
                His spirits seemed to sink in him—
                Then, like a dolphin, change and swim

                The current: these were poets true,
                Who died for Beauty as martyrs do
                For Truth—the ends being scarcely two.

                God's prophets of the Beautiful
                These poets were; of iron rule,
                The rugged cilix, serge of wool.

                Here Homer, with the broad suspense
                Of thunderous brows, and lips intense
                Of garrulous God-innocence.

                There Shakespeare, on whose forehead climb
                The crowns ò the world: o eyes sublime
                With tears and laughters for all time!

                Here Æschylus, the women swooned
                To see so awful when he frowned
                As the gods did: he standeth crowned.

                Euripides, with close and mild
                Scholastic lips, that could be wild
                And laugh or sob out like a child

                Even in the classes. Sophocles,
                With that king's-look which down the trees
                Followed the dark effigies

                Of the lost Theban. Hesiod old,
                Who, somewhat blind and deaf and cold,
                Cared most for gods and bulls. And bold

                Electric Pindar, quick as fear,
                With race-dust on his cheeks, and clear
                Slant startled eyes that seem to hear

                The chariot rounding the last goal,
                To hurtle past it in his soul.
                And Sappho, with that gloriole

                Of ebon hair on calmèd brows—
                o poet-woman! None forgoes
                The leap, attaining the repose.

                Theocritus, with glittering locks
                Dropt sideway, as betwixt the rocks
                He watched the visionary flocks.

                And Aristophanes, who took
                The world with mirth, and laughter-struck
                The hollow caves of Thought and woke

                The infinite echoes hid in each.
                And Virgil: shade of Mantuan beech
                Did help the shade of bay to reach

                And knit around his forehead high:
                For his gods wore less majesty
                Than his brown bees hummed deathlessly.

                Lucretius, nobler than his mood,
                Who dropped his plummet down the broad
                Deep universe and said "No God—"

                Finding no bottom: he denied
                Divinely the divine, and died
                Chief poet on the Tiber-side

                By grace of God: his face is stern
                As one compelled, in spite of scorn,
                To teach a truth he would not learn.

                And Ossian, dimly seen or guessed;
                Once counted greater than the rest,
                When mountain-winds blew out his vest.

                And Spenser drooped his dreaming head
                (With languid sleep-smile you had said
                From his own verse engenderèd)

                On Ariosto's, till they ran
                Their curls in one: the Italian
                Shot nimbler heat of bolder man

                From his fine lids. And Dante stern
                And sweet, whose spirit was an urn
                For wine and milk poured out in turn.

                Hard-souled Alfieri; and fancy-willed
                Boiardo, who with laughter filled
                The pauses of the jostled shield.

                And Berni, with a hand stretched out
                To sleek that storm. And, not without
                The wreath he died in and the doubt

                He died by, Tasso, bard and lover,
                Whose visions were too thin to cover
                The face of a false woman over.

                And soft Racine; and grave Corneille,
                The orator of rhymes, whose wail
                Scarce shook his purple. And Petrarch pale,

                From whose brain-lighted heart were thrown
                a thousand thoughts beneath the sun,
                Each lucid with the name of One.

                And Camoens, with that look he had,
                Compelling India's Genius sad
                From the wave through the Lusiad, —

                The murmurs of the storm-cape ocean
                Indrawn in vibrative emotion
                Along the verse. And, while devotion

                In his wild eyes fantastic shone
                Under the tonsure blown upon
                By airs celestial, Calderon.

                And bold De Vega, who breathed quick
                Verse after verse, till death's old trick
                Put pause to life and rhetoric.

                And Goethe, with that reaching eye
                His soul reached out from, far and high,
                And fell from inner entity.

                And Schiller, with heroic front
                Worthy of Plutarch's kiss upon 't,
                Too large for wreath of modern wont.

                And Chaucer, with his infantine
                Familiar clasp of things divine;
                That mark upon his lip is wine.

                Here, Milton's eyes strike piercing-dim:
                The shapes of suns and stars did swim
                Like clouds from them, and granted him

                God for sole vision. Cowley, there,
                Whose active fancy debonair
                Drew straws like amber—foul to fair.

                Drayton and Browne, with smiles they drew
                From outward nature, still kept new
                From their own inward nature true.

                And Marlowe, Webster, Fletcher, Ben,
                Whose fire-hearts sowed our furrows when
                The world was worthy of such men.

                And Burns, with pungent passionings
                Set in his eyes: deep lyric springs
                Are of the fire-mount's issuings.

                And Shelley, in his white ideal,
                All statue-blind. And Keats the real
                Adonis with the hymeneal

                Fresh vernal buds half sunk between
                His youthful curls, kissed straight and sheen
                In his Rome-grave, by Venus queen.

                And poor, proud Byron, sad as grave
                And salt as life; forlornly brave,
                And quivering with the dart he drave.

                And visionary Coleridge, who
                Did sweep his thoughts as angels do
                Their wings with cadence up the Blue.

                These poets faced (and many more)
                The lighted altar looming o'er
                The clouds of incense dim and hoar:

                And all their faces, in the lull
                Of natural things, looked wonderful
                With life and death and deathless rule.

                All, still as stone and yet intense;
                As if by spirit's vehemence
                That stone were carved and not by sense.

                But where the heart of each should beat,
                There seemed a wound instead of it,
                From whence the blood dropped to their feet

                Drop after drop—dropped heavily
                As century follows century
                Into the deep eternity.

                Then said the lady—and her word
                Came distant, as wide waves were stirred
                Between her and the ear that heard, —

                "World's use is cold, world's love is vain,
                World's cruelty is bitter bane,
                But pain is not the fruit of pain.

                " Hearken, o poet, whom I led
                From the dark wood: dismissing dread,
                Now hear this angel in my stead.

                "His organ's clavier strikes along
                These poets'hearts, sonorous, strong,
                They gave him without count of wrong, —

                " a diapason whence to guide
                Up to God's feet, from these who died,
                An anthem fully glorified—

                "Whereat God's blessing, Ibarak (=yivarech=)
                Breathes back this music, folds it back
                About the earth in vapoury rack,

                " And men walk in it, crying 'Lo
                The world is wider, and we know
                The very heavens look brighter so:

                "'The stars move statelier round the edge
                Of the silver spheres, and give in pledge
                Their light for nobler privilege:
                " "No little flower but joys or grieves,

                Full life is rustling in the sheaves,
                Full spirit sweeps the forest-leaves."
                "So works this music on the earth,

                God so admits it, sends it forth
                To add another worth to worth—
                " a new creation-bloom that rounds

                The old creation and expounds
                His Beautiful in tuneful sounds.
                "Now hearken!" Then the poet gazed

                Upon the angel glorious-faced
                Whose hand, majestically raised,
                Floated across the organ-keys,

                Like a pale moon o'er murmuring seas,
                With no touch but with influences:
                Then rose and fell (with swell and swound

                Of shapeless noises wandering round
                a concord which at last they found)
                Those mystic keys: the tones were mixed,

                Dim, faint, and thrilled and throbbed betwixt
                The incomplete and the unfixed:
                And therein mighty minds were heard

                In mighty musings, inly stirred,
                And struggling outward for a word:
                Until these surges, having run

                This way and that, gave out as one
                An Aphroditè of sweet tune,
                a Harmony that, finding vent,

                Upward in grand ascension went,
                Winged to a heavenly argument,
                Up, upward like a saint who strips

                The shroud back from his eyes and lips,
                And rises in apocalypse:
                a harmony sublime and plain,

                Which cleft (as flying swan, the rain, —
                Throwing the drops off with a strain
                Of her white wing) those undertones

                Of perplext chords, and soared at once
                And struck out from the starry thrones
                Their several silver octaves as

                It passed to God. The music was
                Of divine stature; strong to pass:
                And those who heard it, understood

                Something of life in spirit and blood,
                Something of nature's fair and good:
                And while it sounded, those great souls

                Did thrill as racers at the goals
                And burn in all their aureoles;
                But she the lady, as vapour-bound,

                Stood calmly in the joy of sound,
                Like Nature with the showers around:
                And when it ceased, the blood which fell

                Again, alone grew audible,
                Tolling the silence as a bell.
                The sovran angel lifted high

                His hand, and spake out sovranly:
                "Tried poets, hearken and reply!
                " Give me true answers. If we grant

                That not to suffer, is to want
                The conscience of the jubilant, —
                "If ignorance of anguish is

                But ignorance, and mortals miss
                Far prospects, by a level bliss, —
                " If, as two colours must be viewed

                In a visible image, mortals should
                Need good and evil, to see good, —
                "If to speak nobly, comprehends

                To feel profoundly, —if the ends
                Of power and suffering, Nature blends, —
                " If poets on the tripod must

                Writhe like the Pythian to make just
                Their oracles and merit trust, —
                "If every vatic word that sweeps

                To change the world must pale their lips
                And leave their own souls in eclipse, —
                " If to search deep the universe

                Must pierce the searcher with the curse,
                Because that bolt (in man's reverse)
                "Was shot to the heart ò the wood and lies

                Wedged deepest in the best, —if eyes
                That look for visions and surprise
                " From influent angels, must shut down

                Their eyelids first to sun and moon,
                The head asleep upon a stone, —
                "If One who did redeem you back,

                By His own loss, from final wrack,
                Did consecrate by touch and track
                " Those temporal sorrows till the taste

                Of brackish waters of the waste
                Is salt with tears He dropt too fast, —
                "If all the crowns of earth must wound

                With prickings of the thorns He found, —
                If saddest sighs swell sweetest sound, —
                " What say ye unto this? —refuse

                This baptism in salt water? —choose
                Calm breasts, mute lips, and labour loose?
                "Or, o ye gifted givers! Ye

                Who give your liberal hearts to me
                To make the world this harmony,
                " Are ye resigned that they be spent

                To such world's help? "The Spirits bent
                Their awful brows and said" Content. "
                Content! It sounded like Amen

                Said by a choir of mourning men;
                An affirmation full of pain
                And patience, —ay, of glorying

                And adoration, as a king
                Might seal an oath for governing.
                Then said the angel—and his face

                Lightened abroad until the place
                Grew larger for a moment's space, —
                The long aisles flashing out in light,

                And nave and transept, columns white
                And arches crossed, being clear to sight
                As if the roof were off and all

                Stood in the noon-sun, —" Lo, I call
                To other hearts as liberal.
                "This pedal strikes out in the air:

                My instrument has room to bear
                Still fuller strains and perfecter.
                " Herein is room, and shall be room

                While Time lasts, for new hearts to come
                Consummating while they consume.
                "What living man will bring a gift

                Of his own heart and help to lift
                The tune? —The race is to the swift."
                So asked the angel. Straight the while,

                a company came up the aisle
                With measured step and sorted smile;
                Cleaving the incense-clouds that rise,

                With winking unaccustomed eyes
                And love-locks smelling sweet of spice.
                One bore his head above the rest

                As if the world were dispossessed,
                And one did pillow chin on breast,
                Right languid, an as he should faint;

                One shook his curls across his paint
                And moralized on worldly taint;
                One, slanting up his face, did wink

                The salt rheum to the eyelid's brink,
                To think—o gods! Or—not to think.
                Some trod out stealthily and slow,

                As if the sun would fall in snow
                If they walked to instead of fro;
                And some, with conscious ambling free,

                Did shake their bells right daintily
                On hand and foot, for harmony;
                And some, composing sudden sighs

                In attitudes of point-device,
                Rehearsed impromptu agonies.
                And when this company drew near

                The spirits crowned, it might appear
                Submitted to a ghastly fear;
                As a sane eye in master-passion

                Constrains a maniac to the fashion
                Of hideous maniac imitation
                In the least geste—the dropping low

                ò the lid, the wrinkling of the brow,
                Exaggerate with mock and mow, —
                So mastered was that company

                By the crowned vision utterly,
                Swayed to a maniac mockery.
                One dulled his eyeballs, as they ached

                With Homer's forehead, though he lacked
                An inch of any; and one racked
                His lower lip with restless tooth,

                As Pindar's rushing words forsooth
                Were pent behind it; one his smooth
                Pink cheeks did rumple passionate

                Like Æschylus, and tried to prate
                On trolling tongue of fate and fate;
                One set her eyes like Sappho's—or

                Any light woman's; one forbore
                Like Dante, or any man as poor
                In mirth, to let a smile undo

                His hard-shut lips; and one that drew
                Sour humours from his mother, blew
                His sunken cheeks out to the size

                Of most unnatural jollities,
                Because Anacreon looked jest-wise;
                So with the rest: it was a sight

                a great world-laughter would requite,
                Or great world-wrath, with equal right
                Out came a speaker from that crowd

                To speak for all, in sleek and proud
                Exordial periods, while he bowed
                His knee before the angel— "Thus,

                o angel who hast called for us,
                We bring thee service emulous,
                " Fit service from sufficient soul,

                Hand-service to receive world's dole,
                Lip-service in world's ear to roll
                "Adjusted concords soft enow

                To hear the wine-cups passing, through,
                And not too grave to spoil the show:
                " Thou, certes, when thou askest more,

                o sapient angel, leanest o'er
                The window-sill of metaphor.
                "To give our hearts up? Fie! That rage

                Barbaric antedates the age;
                It is not done on any stage.
                " Because your scald or gleeman went

                With seven or nine-stringed instrument
                Upon his back, —must ours be bent?
                "We are not pilgrims, by your leave;

                No, nor yet martyrs; if we grieve,
                It is to rhyme to—summer eve:
                " And if we labour, it shall be

                As suiteth best with our degree,
                In after-dinner reverie. "
                More yet that speaker would have said,

                Poising between his smiles fair-fed
                Each separate phrase till finishèd;
                But all the foreheads of those born

                And dead true poets flashed with scorn
                Betwixt the bay leaves round them worn,
                Ay, jetted such brave fire that they,

                The new-come, shrank and paled away
                Like leaden ashes when the day
                Strikes on the hearth. A spirit-blast,

                a presence known by power, at last
                Took them up mutely: they had passed.
                And he our pilgrim-poet saw

                Only their places, in deep awe,
                What time the angel's smile did draw
                His gazing upward. Smiling on,

                The angel in the angel shone,
                Revealing glory in benison;
                Till, ripened in the light which shut

                The poet in, his spirit mute
                Dropped sudden as a perfect fruit;
                He fell before the angel's feet,

                Saying," If what is true is sweet,
                In something I may compass it:
                "For, where my worthiness is poor,

                My will stands richly at the door
                To pay shortcomings evermore.
                " Accept me therefore: not for price

                And not for pride my sacrifice
                Is tendered, for my soul is nice
                "And will beat down those dusty seeds

                Of bearded corn if she succeeds
                In soaring while the covey feeds.
                " I soar, I am drawn up like the lark

                To its white cloud—so high my mark,
                Albeit my wing is small and dark.
                "I ask no wages, seek no fame:

                Sew me, for shroud round face and name,
                God's banner of the oriflamme.
                " I only would have leave to loose

                (In tears and blood if so He choose)
                Mine inward music out to use:
                "I only would be spent—in pain

                And loss, perchance, but not in vain—
                Upon the sweetness of that strain;
                " Only project beyond the bound

                Of mine own life, so lost and found,
                My voice, and live on in its sound;
                "Only embrace and be embraced

                By fiery ends, whereby to waste,
                And light God's future with my past."
                The angel's smile grew more divine,

                The mortal speaking; ay, its shine
                Swelled fuller, like a choir-note fine,
                Till the broad glory round his brow

                Did vibrate with the light below;
                But what he said I do not know.
                Nor know I if the man who prayed,

                Rose up accepted, unforbade,
                From the church-floor where he was laid, —
                Nor if a listening life did run

                Through the king-poets, one by one
                Rejoicing in a worthy son:
                My soul, which might have seen, grew blind

                By what it looked on: I can find
                No certain count of things behind.
                I saw alone, dim, white and grand

                As in a dream, the angel's hand
                Stretched forth in gesture of command
                Straight through the haze. And so, as erst,

                a strain more noble than the first
                Mused in the organ, and outburst:
                With giant march from floor to roof

                Rose the full notes, now parted off
                In pauses massively aloof
                Like measured thunders, now rejoined

                In concords of mysterious kind
                Which fused together sense and mind,
                Now flashing sharp on sharp along

                Exultant in a mounting throng,
                Now dying off to a low song
                Fed upon minors, wavelike sounds

                Re-eddying into silver rounds,
                Enlarging liberty with bounds:
                And every rhythm that seemed to close

                Survived in confluent underflows
                Symphonious with the next that rose.
                Thus the whole strain being multiplied

                And greatened, with its glorified
                Wings shot abroad from side to side,
                Waved backward (as a wind might wave

                a Brocken mist and with as brave
                Wild roaring) arch and architrave,
                Aisle, transept, column, marble wall, —

                Then swelling outward, prodigal
                Of aspiration beyond thrall,
                Soared, and drew up with it the whole

                Of this said vision, as a soul
                Is raised by a thought. And as a scroll
                Of bright devices is unrolled

                Still upward with a gradual gold,
                So rose the vision manifold,
                Angel and organ, and the round

                Of spirits, solemnized and crowned;
                While the freed clouds of incense wound
                Ascending, following in their track,

                And glimmering faintly like the rack
                ò the moon in her own light cast back.
                And as that solemn dream withdrew,

                The lady's kiss did fall anew
                Cold on the poet's brow as dew.
                And that same kiss which bound him first

                Beyond the senses, now reversed
                Its own law and most subtly pierced
                His spirit with the sense of things

                Sensual and present. Vanishings
                Of glory with Æolian wings
                Struck him and passed: the lady's face

                Did melt back in the chrysopras
                Of the orient morning sky that was
                Yet clear of lark and there and so

                She melted as a star might do,
                Still smiling as she melted slow:
                Smiling so slow, he seemed to see

                Her smile the last thing, gloriously
                Beyond her, far as memory.
                Then he looked round: he was alone.

                He lay before the breaking sun,
                As Jacob at the Bethel stone.
                And thought's entangled skein being wound,

                He knew the moorland of his swound,
                And the pale pools that smeared the ground;
                The far wood-pines like offing ships;

                The fourth pool's yew anear him drips,
                World's cruelty attaints his lips,
                And still he tastes it, bitter still;

                Through all that glorious possible
                He had the sight of present ill.
                Yet rising calmly up and slowly

                With such a cheer as scorneth folly,
                a mild delightsome melancholy,
                He journeyed homeward through the wood

                And prayed along the solitude
                Betwixt the pines, "o God, my God!"
                The golden morning's open flowings

                Did sway the trees to murmurous bowings,
                In metric chant of blessed poems.
                And passing homeward through the wood,

                He prayed along the solitude,
                "Thou, Poet-God, art great and good!
                " And though we must have, and have had

                Right reason to be earthly sad,
                Thou, Poet-God, art great and glad! "
                Rate this poem: Send