Poems by Charles Bukowski

Poet and writer, born monday august 16, 1920 in Andernach (Germany), died wednesday march 9, 1994 in San Pedro, Los Angeles, California (United States)
You can find this author also in Quotes & Aphorisms, in Humor and in Novels.

On the radio I heard the news
of that day
at least 6 times, I was
well versed in world
affairs.
The remainder of the stations played a
thin, sick music.
The classical stations refused to come in
clearly
and when they did
it was a stale repetition of standard and
tiresome works.

I turned the radio off.
A strange whirling began in my
head—it circled behind the forehead, clockwise...
I began to wonder, is this what happens
when one goes
mad?
Charles Bukowski
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    Another Day

    Having the low down blues and going
    into a restraunt to eat.
    You sit at a table.
    The waitress smiles at you.
    She's dumpy. Her ass is too big.
    She radiates kindess and symphaty.
    Live with her 3 months and a man would no real agony.
    O. k., you'll tip her 15 percent.
    You order a turkey sandwich and a
    beer.
    The man at the table across from you
    has watery blue eyes and
    a head like an elephant.
    At a table further down are 3 men
    with very tiny heads
    and long necks
    like ostiches.
    They talk loudly of land development.
    Why, you think, did I ever come
    in here when I have the low-down
    blues?
    Then the the waitress comes back eith the sandwich
    and she asks you if there will be anything
    else?
    And you tell her, no no, this will be
    fine.
    Then somebody behind you laughs.
    It's a cork laugh filled with sand and
    broken glass.

    You begin eating the sandwhich.

    It's something.
    It's a minor, difficult,
    sensible action
    like composing a popular song
    to make a 14-year old
    weep.
    You order another beer.
    Jesus, look at that guy
    his hands hang down almost to his knees and he's
    whistling.
    Well, time to get out.
    Pivk up the bill.
    Tip.
    Go to the register.
    Pay.
    Pick up a toothpick.
    Go out the door.
    Your car is still there.
    And there are 3 men with heads
    and necks
    like ostriches all getting into one
    car.
    They each have a toothpick and now
    they are talking about women.
    They drive away first
    they drive away fast.
    They're best I guess.
    It's an unberably hot day.
    There's a first-stage smog alert.
    All the birds and plants are dead
    or dying.

    You start the engine.

    Charles Bukowski a Smile To Remember
    We had goldfish and they circled around and around
    in the bowl on the table near the heavy drapes
    covering the picture window and
    my mother, always smiling, wanting us all
    to be happy, told me, "be happy Henry!"
    And she was right: it's better to be happy if you
    can
    but my father continued to beat her and me several times a week while
    raging inside his 6-foot-two frame because he couldn't
    understand what was attacking him from within.

    My mother, poor fish,
    wanting to be happy, beaten two or three times a
    week, telling me to be happy: 'Henry, smile!
    Why don't you ever smile? '

    And then she would smile, to show me how, and it was the
    saddest smile I ever saw.

    One day the goldfish died, all five of them,
    they floated on the water, on their sides, their
    eyes still open,
    and when my father got home he threw them to the cat
    there on the kitchen floor and we watched as my mother
    smiled.
    Charles Bukowski
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      A Challenge To The Dark

      Shot in the eye
      shot in the brain
      shot in the ****
      shot like a flower in the dance

      amazing how death wins hands down
      amazing how much credence is given to idiot forms of life

      amazing how laughter has been drowned out
      amazing how viciousness is such a constant

      I must soon declare my own war on their war
      I must hold to my last piece of ground
      I must protect the small space I have made that has allowed me life

      my life not their death
      my death not their death...
      Charles Bukowski
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        Cause And Effect

        The best often die by their own hand
        just to get away,
        and those left behind
        can never quite understand
        why anybody
        would ever want to
        get away
        from
        them.
        Charles Bukowski
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          An Almost Made Up Poem

          I see you drinking at a fountain with tiny
          blue hands, no, your hands are not tiny
          they are small, and the fountain is in France
          where you wrote me that last letter and
          I answered and never heard from you again.
          You used to write insane poems about
          Angels and God, all in upper case, and you
          knew famous artists and most of them
          were your lovers, and I wrote back, it'all right,
          go ahead, enter their lives, ì not jealous
          because wè never met. We got close once in
          New Orleans, one half block, but never met, never
          touched. So you went with the famous and wrote
          about the famous, and, of course, what you found out
          is that the famous are worried about
          their fame –– not the beautiful young girl in bed
          with them, who gives them that, and then awakens
          in the morning to write upper case poems about
          Angels and God. We know God is dead, they' told
          us, but listening to you I wasn'sure. Maybe
          it was the upper case. You were one of the
          best female poets and I told the publishers,
          editors, "her, print her, shè mad but shè
          magic. Therè no lie in her fire." I loved you
          like a man loves a woman he never touches, only
          writes to, keeps little photographs of. I would have
          loved you more if I had sat in a small room rolling a
          cigarette and listened to you piss in the bathroom,
          but that didn'happen. Your letters got sadder.
          Your lovers betrayed you. Kid, I wrote back, all
          lovers betray. It didn'help. You said
          you had a crying bench and it was by a bridge and
          the bridge was over a river and you sat on the crying
          bench every night and wept for the lovers who had
          hurt and forgotten you. I wrote back but never
          heard again. A friend wrote me of your suicide
          3 or 4 months after it happened. If I had met you
          I would probably have been unfair to you or you
          to me. It was best like this.
          Charles Bukowski
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            As A Sparrow

            To give life you must take life,
            and as our grief falls flat and hollow
            upon the billion-blooded sea
            I pass upon serious inward-breaking shoals rimmed
            with white-legged, white-bellied rotting creatures
            lengthily dead and rioting against surrounding scenes.
            Dear child, I only did to you what the sparrow
            did to you; I am old when it is fashionable to be
            young; I cry when it is fashionable to laugh.
            I hated you when it would have taken less courage
            to love.
            Charles Bukowski
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              Back To The Machine Gun

              I awaken about noon and go out to get the mail
              in my old torn bathrobe.
              I'm hung over
              hair down in my eyes
              barefoot
              gingerly walking on the small sharp rocks
              in my path
              still afraid of pain behind my four-day beard.

              The young housewife next door shakes a rug
              out of her window and sees me:
              "hello, Hank!"

              God damn! It's almost like being shot in the ass
              with a .22

              "Hello," I say
              gathering up my Visa card bill, my Pennysaver coupons,
              a Dept. of Water and Power past-due notice,
              a letter from the mortgage people
              plus a demand from the Weed Abatement Department
              giving me 30 days to clean up my act.

              I mince back again over the small sharp rocks
              thinking, maybe I'd better write something tonight,
              they all seem
              to be closing in.

              There's only one way to handle those motherfuckers.

              The night harness races will have to wait.
              Charles Bukowski
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                There were these people
                on the ground,
                they were reaching up their
                arms and trying to pull me
                down
                but
                they couldn't do
                it.

                I felt like pissing on
                them.
                They were so
                jealous.
                All they had to do was
                to work their way
                slowly up to it
                as I had
                done.

                Such people think
                success grows on
                trees.

                You and I,
                we know
                better.
                Charles Bukowski
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                  And The Moon And The Stars And The World

                  Long walks at night--
                  that's what good for the soul:
                  peeking into windows
                  watching tired housewives
                  trying to fight off
                  their beer-maddened husbands.
                  Charles Bukowski
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